I have a confession to make. I…have not been
writing. I know! This is so unusual for me. I’ve always written. In most cases,
it’s how I deal with stress. The one place where I have control (well, until my
characters start doing what ever they want, totally disregarding what I
want/need them to do). My characters are in limbo (did they write themselves
into the corner they’re in or did I do it?) and yet, I can’t seem to make
myself open the file and get them out of limbo. I know where they have to go…that
happily ever after we all crave, but it’s just not happening at the moment.
It could be that I am too distracted by what’s
going on in the world.
Or it could be that my routine has changed.
I think it’s that last thing, more than anything
else. I really do.
Now, you all know I love my routines. They’re how I
live my life. Everything is carefully orchestrated in order to get as much done
as possible with limited time, but lately, that routine has been in limbo as
much as my characters are. Like many of you, I am practicing social distancing
as well as working from home.
Now don’t get me wrong. I am extremely grateful
that I am allowed to work from home. I truly am, especially when so many
cannot. My dogs love it…more opportunity for them to get cuddles and cookies.
My DH likes it (I think).
So, what is the solution? Make a new routine, of
course (easier said than done…my old routine has served me well for the past
twenty years or so). Beginning now. No more allowing myself to become
distracted by things I can’t control (i.e. the outside world). I am safe in my
home, thankful beyond belief that I am here. I can do this. Just a few little tweaks
to how I used to do things and I’ll be on my way, once more letting my
characters run rough-shod over my outline. I do miss Gabe and Doctor Andi, the
hero and heroine of Wife Wanted. They deserve more from me than they're currently getting. I will do better by them!
Speaking of changes, I tried Zoom for the first
time when talking to the mistress of this website. I loved it. First time we’d ‘seen’
each other in a while (she looks fabulous, by the way). In fact, I liked it so
much that I Zoomed (is that a word?) with my son, too! You should try it!
Until next time, remember to spread kindness
wherever you go. Right now, we need that more than ever. Be safe. Stay well!
Marie
I so get it!! And that "zoom" thingy, well, I'm just comfortable using what I already know...I always fight about learning new technology and eventually submit to it!
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